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Chest tube update

Although I visit Addison daily, I also call 2-3 times a day to check on her current status.

I usually call around 9:30 in the morning so that the doctors and nurses have had time to run tests, get results, do the shift switchover and fill each other in on the latest reports.

I just got off the phone with one of the NICU nurses, and Addisons chest tube has been clamped, and she is doing very well without it. Her oxygen needs have remained low, and they plan to remove the chest tube completely today, if she continues to remain stable without the use of it.

I’m not sure what time I’ll be visiting her today since I’d love to see her without the tube, and hold her again. I’m hoping today or tomorrow we can try breastfeeding!

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Addison Ruth

Addison Ruth made a very quick entrance into this world on March 12, at 7:52 AM (8lbs, 7oz, 19.5 in). She didn’t want to wait for anyone, but luckily we arrived at the hospital 30 minutes before she came out.

We were set to have a c-section due to previous delivery complications, but Addison knew what I wanted, and decided to come all natural.

I would love to post the excitement filled birth story, but it’s late (or early) and I’m tired, so I’ll just post the important stuff for now!

Right away Addison started holding her breath and would turn blue, so she was taken to the NICU. Turns out she had a hole in right lung. She had to be put on an oxygen mask, and have a tube inserted into the side of her chest to suck out the air that was escaping from her lung. This would enable the lung to expand as it should, which would then naturally heal the hole.

Because of this, they put two lines into her umbilical cord, which was a very non-invasive way for the nurses to draw blood without pricking her several times a day. She also has a line that is giving her nutrients right now. She isn’t able to breastfeed (or bottle feed) yet, because it requires her to breathe too hard, which then requires more oxygen to be given to her, and could possible cause her to puncture her lung again.

I wasn’t able to hold her until she was 3 days old. She was taken away so quickly at birth, then with so many tubes and lines in her, it was too hard to move her, and risk pulling out the chest tube especially. It would be horrible to have to reinsert that tube! (It’s certainly a lot bigger than anything I’d want in my side).

Saturday morning her blood test showed jaundice, so while all this other care is going on, she is under photo therapy lights. Luckily that’s something that really won’t take extra time to correct, she’ll be under the lights while there for a few days, not really an issue.

Some of you have heard she had an open heart valve. This is actually quite common, and clears up usually within 24-48 hours. Hers was only partially open, and it was just mentioned to us as a casual remark, however, it’s not an issue what so ever, and her heart ultrasounds seem to be fine. They’ll do another one on Monday for standard procedure purposes, but her heart is fine!

As of my last visit and phone call to the NICU, I got to hold her for about an hour, and she smiled a few times, also laughed (I have no clue what was so funny, she was still hooked up to so many things!)  Her oxygen level had been stable through out the night and day, and they were able to completely take her off pain medications. Her oxygen level needs to be at 21%, and it’s been at about 24-25. They were able to remove her enormous oxygen mask (Dan calls it a wrestling mask), and  insert a very small tube into her nose. I finally got to see her face! (I had seen her for literally 15 seconds before she was taken to the NICU, and then had all these tubes inserted). 

The chest tube is still in, but they turned it off completely to see if she’ll remain stable without the use of the tube to suck out the extra air. Her chest x-ray showed that the hole was pretty much closed, and they’ll also do another one of those on Monday morning. The next step is for them to clamp the tube (not sure how that’s different from turning it off), and then remove it completely. Hopefully that all happens Monday!

After that we’ll start working on feedings. She needs to show that she can take full feedings every few hours, and put on weight. As of Saturday evening, she weighed 7 pounds and 14 ounces. I am pumping every few hours, and dropping the supply off at the NICU when I go to visit. I didn’t know full time pumping could be so painful! I will be able to breastfeed her when they start the feedings, but unfortunately, she’ll have to have bottles in between since I can’t be there 24/7. Normally I’d be opposed to that, but in this situation it’s obviously necessary.

We really don’t know when she’ll be coming home. I’ve been told maybe Friday, next Monday or Tuesday, possibly 2 weeks. I’m optimistic it will be this week since she is doing so well, but if she should relapse at any time, that will set us back a day.

I’ve had several people ask about coming to see her when we get home, and while I do appreciate that, I’ve decided I’m going to be selfish. When she comes home, I want 2-3 days of no visitors so that we can make up for lost time, get into full time breastfeeding, and allow the other 2 children to become acquainted with her, and just try to settle in a bit. She is almost 4 days old, and I’ve only held her for an hour of that time, and that is really hard on me. I can’t wait to have her all to myself (of course share her with my husband and kids), so I’ll let everyone know when I’m ready for visitors. At this point we can’t plan on anything since it’s still up in the air when we’ll be bringing her home.

I will try to post daily updates or milestones, so please check back here for the latest progress. I will also be adding photos daily (or every other day, but I’ll take them daily!) You can click on the link to the right titled “my photo album.”

Also, a quick apology: I’ve had many texts, e-mails, phone calls, facebook comments, etc from several people, and it’s not easy for me to respond right now. Part of the reason is time, I’m at home taking care of my house and kids, and driving an hour and a half daily to visit Addison in the NICU, and I did just have a baby, so I’m emotionally and physically exhausted. I apologize if I offend anyone by not returning your calls/e-mails! But again, you can check here for updates, or talk to one of our family members, they usually know what’s going on.  Hopefully I will only have to post a few more updates before we announce she is home!  Thank you for all your prayers. We’d like her home sooner than later!

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Blog Remodel

I’ve decided to move my blog over to wordpress, and try out some new things. I’ve had a blog for a couple years now, and lately I’ve been thinking about what I actually want in a blog.  I want my blog for the sake of easy updates for friends and family who have moved away (and those that are near, but we don’t talk as often enough), but also to share the things I love and enjoy. What are those things? The obvious is my kids. I love talking about them, they are pretty freaing adorable.

But I also just love things. Pretty thing, funny things, things that make my life easier, things I want, things that make me think, things that annoy me, anything I have an opinion about, I want, don’t want, think is a waste of time, an article I like, a thought I have, a project I’m doing, a project I want to do, arts and crafts, bettering my life…OK you get the idea! So you can expect more posts of my random finds and thoughts in the coming days!

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Still here

I’m still alive! I’ve had one compute problem after another these past few months (and I’m married to a super nerd, how does this make sense?)

So I haven’t had much time for blogging.

Daniel turned 3 last month, Bethany is one today, and I’m 23 weeks pregnant, with Addison Ruth (that’s her name, at least for now!)

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Houston, we have a heartbeat!

I was a nervous wreck today as I waited until 12:30 for 11:45 ultrasound. Two miscarriages, and spotting with this pregnancy has really freaked me out!

But I’m happy to report we saw a baby, measuring 7 weeks, 1 day, with a strong heart beat! And just ONE baby! Given that I had a positive pregnancy test at just 7 days past ovulation, and my hcg levels were so high at 14 and 15 DPO, I’m surprised it was just one, but I’m happy the one is there, alive, and growing!

I have a picture, but I don’t have a scanner…maybe I can take a picture and post it later.

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Here we go again!

It’s been an emotional couple of weeks!

After having a miscarriage in May (my 2nd miscarriage) I have been having irregular cycles. I have no clue what’s going on with my body! On July 29th I decided to take a pregnancy test, and it was positive, a faint positive, but “a line is a line.” I had no clue how far along I was!

Because of my previous 2 miscarriages, I decided to wait to announce this pregnancy. I knew I couldn’t wait that long, but I wanted to wait it out to see how things would go. Friday rolled around and I started spotting. Well, I’ve been here before…twice. Of course I knew this was over, and I hoped things would just end quickly, it’s very emotional to miscarry, but even worse when it’s dragged out over a couple months. (This already happened to me between November 2006 and January 2007).

I started taking pregnancy tests daily, then every other day. The spotting stopped, the tests got darker. I called my Dr. and made an appointment, and also went in for blood work. Waiting for the blood work results was possibly the longest 24 hours of my life!

My heart has been beating so fast since Wednesday of this week. I’m sure I annoyed everyone at my Doctor’s office with my constant phone calls (daily).

Thursday I talked to the a nurse, who told me the lab had messed up, and we wouldn’t hae the blood results from draw #2 until tomorrow (Friday) morning. She had the first numbers, which she gave me, but those are useless without the 2nd numbers!

When my doctor scheduled me for an ultrasound, she told me if the hcg levels drop in my 2nd blood draw, I won’t need the ultrasound. Well 11 am rolled around today, and I still hadn’t heard the results. I called and the receptionist told me she couldn’t give me the results, but my Dr. will discuss them with me at my appointment. I’ve never had that happen before, so I assumed the worst! I figured it was my 3rd miscarriage, 2nd in a row, she probably wanted to discuss the possibilities of what’s wrong with me, and testing we could proceed with.

I had to wait until 3 today,finally got in, had an ultrasound, and there was a sac! There’s a baby growing there! My numbers went up, just as they were supposed to! I don’t have an exact due date yet, because it’s still early, but somewhere around April 4-11. Of course, I have yet to make it past 38 weeks, and I might end up with a scheduled c-section in late March. I go back the 26th of this month for another ultrasound and we’ll know more then.

Looks like I’ll have babies 16 months apart!

I also felt comfortable letting the family know tonight. I got a white onesie for Bethany, and with a red Sharpie marker I wrote “Big Sister April ’09” on it, took a few pictures, and sent it off. (I wanted to do something more unique then just an “‘I’m pregnant” phone call!”)

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